I wonder... WHERE HAS MY BRAIN JUICE GONE TO??
I've always wanted to post something to keep my blog rolling, but it's starting to get difficult. Instead of being happy and joyful when I blog, I'm finding it rather a pain to watch it stuck yet I've virtually nothing to share. You know, it's something like watching somebody dying and you have no idea how to perform CPR.
That got me thinking: Why do I even start a blog in the first place?
Was it to upload a gazillion of photos to tell the whole world about the party that I've been? Or, to rant and complain when life gets tough and I've got no one to talk to? Or, to share my happiness when something great happened?
And, I got my answer.
It's all that and more. Initially, blogging was merely an interest for me but somehow, it has become a part and parcel of my life. Fragments of good and bad times are here in my blog. People reads them; I treasure them. That's what keeps the blog going, though it often gone into phases of unintentional hiatus just because I have nothing to say.
All my life I've been searching for something called PASSION. I felt envious of people who found passion in what they are doing. Dancing, singing, baking, playing sports, playing music, you name it. Me? I still haven't found mine yet.
Heck, I don't even know if whatever I'm studying now is really what I want. I can't seem to find passion in anything I do. Well, of course, I don't plan on dropping out halfway but it's just that... I don't want to just do what I love, but also love what I do. If you get what I mean.
Hmm, will I ever find passion in blogging? Or in fact, anything at all?
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