I Need Motivation.

Hi there,
I've gotta say, things have change for the better since my previous post. I am happy now. I no longer feel depressed for the need to change myself in order to please everyone. I've realized that all I need to do is just be myself. That's how people like me for who I am and NOT what I make myself be. Thanks a lot to Shu Zian and Yvonne for making me realize that. <3

And I've learned to truly let go and move on. Previously, I was so affected by what people say that I let it change my entire personality, instead of just improving on my mistakes. So, one thing about life is to forgive and forget. Then, you'll definitely live happily ever after because everybody makes mistakes. xD

I am sooooo glad that I get to meet almost everyone back in Penang during my Raya break 2 weeks ago. It almost feels like high school again and I seriously miss them loads. Especially Yvonne, Xing Yii and Cherylene. 

We were like this four CRAZY people who were always stuck together in 5 Arif. Haha. I miss us laughing like lunatics and talking like there's no tomorrow whenever teacher's not in. I remember us shouting and screaming out of the window right after SPM was over. I also miss listening and crying together when we were having problems. Words can't describe how much I miss those moments. *wails*

Lately, I've been procrastinating a lot. SLACK SLACK SLACK. My mock exam is coming really, really soon and I'm still dilly dallying over here when everyone else is already working their ass off. I didn't do all that well during my last Progress Test. So, I desperately need to get my head in the game.. ASAP!! I need MOTIVATION.

 

 I'm gonna be quite busy for the coming weeks. Hopefully, I would be busy studying instead of doing something else. And of course, I would also be busy celebrating somebody's upcoming birthday. Hehe. I give you a clue: She's my sister. <3 

Well, chaoz for now. It's time to study!