Back!

Hey readers (if there's any)..
It's been quite some time now since i last blog. I'm surprised some of you still make the effort to drop by my blog to see if it's updated. Thanks and sorry for the hiatus again. Honestly, I kind of lose the enthusiasm to blog some time ago but thankfully, the mood to blog is finally back again. Not only that, I've been falling behind from everyone elses' blogs too. Ah.. I'll try my best to update more often now. I mean, really this time. :)

So, what was up with me lately?
I've just finished my Progress Test 2 last week and college is still as hectic as always. The hours we studied this sem are like 3 times longer than the previous sem and the stuff we're studying now is getting tougher. I'm already starting to feel the pressure now and I'm pretty sure that it will only get worse in ACCA level.

But that aside, I've been playing around too. Hehe. This is because CAT is our only chance to play before we were sent to HELL next year. So, we gotta play hard now while we still have time! :D

Thanks to a couple of my friends, I've gotten the chance to explore their hometowns at Klang and Ampang. They have brought us, hostel people to eat their famous food. Like, my favourite Bak Kut Teh in Klang and special Ampang Yong Tau Foo. And trust me, you wouldn't be able to find the REAL famous one unless you're the local there because there were just too many restaurants selling the same thing!

In Klang, we went to the "Malaysia's Largest Jusco" as my friend kept saying, to watch the best movie of the year, Inception. We also get to go to the Look Out Point in Ampang, which was also known as either Little Genting or Hulu Langat (I'm not sure because different people told me different thing. LOL) But the view at night was really awesome because we get to see the whole KL city from the top of the hill! Although the mosquitoes there can really bite you to death, but it was pretty fun anyway. :)

Mind you, we didn't go to Klang and Ampang on the same day! That would be crazy because they were about an hour apart! Hehe..

Besides that, we also traveled all the way to Cheras for the longest night market in KL. (I think, hehe..) It took us almost one hour just to get there. But it was worth it because I love Cheras Night Market! It was always crowded with people and there were loads of F-O-O-D!! :D They have pretty much everything there including their famous Stinky Tauhu, which I'll never go near.. *shudders at the thought* I couldn't even explain the smell of it; probably a combination of drain water and shit. LOL I AM NOT EXAGGERATING. Ironically, of course, there were a lot of people lining up for it anyway. *speechless*

And staying here did make me realize one thing: going ANYWHERE is far except Sunway Pyramid. LOL seriously.. It usually takes us AT LEAST half an hour to reach our destination and that is consider pretty near already. To think that I always complain that traveling to Gurney which only took 20 mins is far! xD

A few weeks ago, we also had fun preparing birthday presents for 2 of our crazy buddies, Vincent and Soon Keong. Thanks to Bel for driving us there, we went to MidValley Megamall (which was about 30 mins away, btw) to search for their presents without the boys' knowledge. Then later, we crashed at her house to make cards using black manila cards, wrap the presents, jump on her bed and take loads of pictures.. Hehe..

I never knew surprising people could be this fun! The look on their faces when we gave them their presents were priceless. :)

Everything was great and I was really having the time of my life here. Until recently... I realized I am no longer happy as I used to be. Now, a lot of dramas and love-hate thing began to form among ourselves in our group. At first, it was very fun and exciting. Although we have just known each other for a short while, we felt like we have all been friends forever because we were very united and did almost everything together as a group.

But as time passed, we began to see each others' flaws and weaknesses. A certain person can suddenly become very annoying to you. Or, that person could be rude and nasty all of a sudden. You wouldn't have know all these beforehand unless you know them well enough. And that itself has become a problem.

In the beginning, we didn't know anything because we were only getting to know each other. And now that we are all so close, we couldn't stand it anymore. Everyone's bad attitudes became clearer to our eyes. Like for example, a person we first thought was a nice person turns out to be a selfish, annoying person. Even I myself is also being judged by other people. Most of the time, I didn't know how to act because I am afraid I might accidentally hurt other people's feelings but no matter what i do, it is always wrong. I am going to lose myself soon, what should i do?

I feel that our group is slowly breaking apart. I didn't want this to happen. I really wish I can turn back time to last sem when we were all still so cheerful and connected. Where everybody likes everybody and there were no prejudice and dramas.

I'm REALLY looking forward to going back home this Thursday to see my family and friends again. I have been feeling pretty down lately and I really wanna cheer myself up! I MISS everyone especially Chery, Yvonne, Shu Zian, Xing Yii and Caryn. I feel like I haven't seen them in ages! I'm sure I am gonna have so much fun with them when I go back. :)

PENANG, I'M COMING!! WAIT FOR ME! :D